One a Days

That time of day
or night
when you are not
entirely sure
of what you are

That time of day
when you think
that what you think
might be all wrong

That time of day
is the time when
you duck out
and find something
outside of yourself

If you don't experience
this time of day
I both envy
and pity you

I envy the fact
that your mind
is far less distracted
and pity the fact
that you are so focused


I envy that you are
always amused
and that I have to work
so hard to be so

May I please
have it easy
and be upset
when I
finally do?